I just wanna cry. I'm so stupid. I don't wanna live anymore. I need you but you don't need me. I'm so stupid. I shouldn't have let you go. I don't find a reason or meaning to live anymore. I don't want anything. I want you. I need you. You're the reason why I wanna be successful. But now, there's no reason for me to achieve anything in life. I rather end my life. I just don't wanna live anymore. I can't take it. I can't. I hate myself. I need you. I'm in a mess. I need your love. But.. You don't care about me anymore..
Life. Is. Meaningless.
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