Ok, so I'm back blogging. Not for any reason though, but just using this to express feelings as I do not want people to know. I understand that my blog is dead so it is the perfect place to express my feelings.
Ok, so me and Aishah broke up again, and I do not want to elaborate about it. To be honest, I really take blame for everything that has happened and I really regret what has happened. I know it's no use and she seems to have move on too, but I feel really stupid to let go of someone who truly loves me for who I am from the bottom of her heart. I know I can never find someone who will love me the way she does, but life has to move on, I guess. Though I still love her, I believe that she deserves better than me with the way I have been treating her. But I wanna be with her, contradicting much right?
I know I've done stupid stuffs, but haish.. I just wish I could turn back time and undo all those. Yes, people usually only realize how important that someone is in their life after they lose them, which is already too late. But if I were to be given another chance, I'll take that chance and love her right. I swear I do love her, from the start till now and forever from the bottom of my heart, only her.
Haish.. I really miss her.
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