I miss her. I wish I had the courage to message her. But I'm just too coward after what I had told her. I wanna meet her, but I'm too afraid. Afraid that she might not want to meet me. Afraid that she might have really moved on and forget about me. I told her to forget about me, forget about us, and forget the past. But I didn't really meant what I say. I just say it out of anger, and I really regretted it. I don't want her to forget about me, I don't want her to forget about us and I definitely don't want her to forget about the past.
I can't forget about her. Everyday, I think about her and every night, I still think about her. How can I forget someone who loves me deeply and truly? How can I forget someone who have only shown me nothing but love? How can I forget someone who have given me true love and nothing else? How can I forget someone who has always make me smile and happy always? How can I forget someone who has been my pillar of strength and determination to do anything? How can I forget someone who has supported me all this while? How can I forget someone who never forgets about me, who used to always messaged me first? How can I forget someone who cares a lot about me, who take cares of me when I'm sick or done something very stupid? How can I forget someone who has been very forgiving to every single mistakes that I made? How can I forget someone who I have spent the last 2 and a half years together? How can I forget someone who is very close to me? How can I forget someone who I have made a lot of memories and moments with? How can I forget someone who has made a big difference in my life? How can I forget someone who believed in me so much? How can I forget someone who can make me smile without doing anything? How can I forget someone who is my other half? How can I forget someone who I have planned a future with together, who I knew is my soul mate, who I want to be with forever, who I want to die for, who I want to die with, who I want to have a family with, who I know is very loyal to me, who I know so well? And lastly, how, can I, forget someone, who I truly love, from the bottom of my heart, only? How?
I just want you back. I need you, badly..
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