Currently sending Aishah her Birthday pictures through MSN. I realized that her DP has me in it.. I wanna ask but I shouldn't disturb her on small matters like this. Though I'm curious, I know she's busy with her school work. But somehow, it puts a smile on my face to see that. I don't know why, but I just smile. :)
And last night I had a 'nightmare'. I dreamt that I saw Aishah with her best friend, Iqbal. Ya.. I know that I feel that they he's the right guy for her but somehow I'm not ready for this.. I still love her.. Though I didn't see them do anything, just standing beside each other, I feel sad.. I still can't get over her.. And if my dream is a sign, I must be ready to take the hard truth when the day comes.. Which I hope won't happen..
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