Another night, another night thinking about you.. I hate to be faking my happiness every time, because deep down, I'm sad.. But I tried not to show my sadness because I don't want other to worry.. Yeah, I may look like I'm happy, tweet like I'm happy, comment like I'm happy and all.. But I'm just faking it.. I'm sad, damn sad.. I'm sorry to the guys because I didn't play DOTA with u all.. I just can't bring myself to do anything that's fun when I'm all alone because I will only be thinking about her, about Aishah. It has always been about you in my life. I wish you could see that. Every single thing, it's always about you.. You are a part of my life, a permanent part of my life..
If I can have one wish, my only wish is for you to come back and never leave again..
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