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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

K, I just found out something.
Someone blocked me from his MSN.
Hahahahahahahahahaha.
Da add aku abe block.
Kental or mepek??
You decide.


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 11:48 PM
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I just carried 8kg of chicken wings from the supermarket to my home.
Damn heavy siaa..
It was a 15 minutes walk from the supermarket to my home and so, my arms are aching right now.
Mampos..
Mcm mane aku nk bwk g chalet eh bsk..
Haha.

Anyway, I just learnt to play the song My Heart Will Go On thanks to Wann.


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 10:41 PM
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I miss you.. so much..


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 2:26 AM
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Sunday, March 28, 2010

Firstly, HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO AISHAH!
Whoo!
Da blh ngk NC16 movies la eh.
Hahaha.
Anyway, I wish you all the best in everything you do and hope that you'll get what you want to achieve in your life. And also, hope that you live your life to the fullest. Okay?
Goood.

K, this post is all gonna be about the birthday girl.
So, bear with me.Haha.

K, her birthday's today but we went to celebrate it yesterday. We went to ECP to have a mini picnic there. Supposed to be there at 2 but because the birthday girl wants to perm her hair, we ended up reaching there at 3.
Haha.
Met Aishah under her block then went to buy chips before taking bus 15 to Marine Parade.
Then, we meet the rest at Block 27 of Marine Parade before heading to ECP.
Once we reached there, Saiba, Az & Acap went to eat at Komala's.
The curry there nice sia. Haha.
But the menu, very strange names. Haha.
Saiba went to buy this inflated bread thing that looks like Acap's head. Haha.
That was the first time I saw that food.
After that, went to find a place.
Ok, this part I don't think someone will be happy to read.
While I was putting up the tent, Aishah dropped her cigg because the wind blow.
Same incident like me.
Then I quickly told her to pick it up because ECP confirm have NEA people walking around.
She picked it up. But after she finished it, she went to put the cigg bud at the sand. Pandai.
Acap & I were setting up the tent at that time. Then I realised two people were walking towards us and looking at us.
I was like, " Why you looking at us sia??". Then, got to know, they are from NEA. Shiiiiiittt..
Then blablabla, $300 fine birthday present for her. Sad sia.
Kk, moving on. We then just sit around, talk talk, play taitee, disturb people, etc.
Then the "monkeys" there kept pulling my leg hair. I know la you all don't have leg hair. Haha.
And I just got to know Saiba is a Pinoy. Don't actually know what that means. Haha.
Played one on one taitee with Aishah. I thought I can own her but she won me quite a lot of times.
Cibs!
I brought my guitar and played the only song I know to Aishah. Happy birthday song. Hahaha. And I didn't know Saiba could play the guitar very well until yesterday.
Jealous sia at her quick fingers.
Then at around 6pm, Saiba had to go back to school for her Earth Hour CIP thing. Then Az & Acap went to town.
So, left me & Aishah. We did not know where to go. So, we just headed to her home, put our stuffs, ate at KFC then slacked at Petal's.
Aishah kept asking me if she should delete the songs that she showed me. Like as if I know only if she likes the song or not. Haha.
Then we went off from there around 10plus. Dropped by Mac to buy for her McFlurry & Iced Milo.
Then sent her home, picked up my stuffs, gave her a hug & wished her a happy advanced birthday.

I hope you did had a good 16th Birthday. Once again, Happy 16th Birthday to you.
& I don't think you should perm your hair.
=)



More pics..








You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 10:18 PM
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Friday, March 26, 2010



K, this is random.
I just ate curry chicken just now & it reminded me of what my friend asked me yesterday.

Why ah, animals like the panda, the shark are going extinct but chickens, which is like a daily meal for almost every human, is not going extinct?
Why ah?

Ya ah, why ah??

Weird right??
Haha.
But what's more weird is Benjamin Button which I'm watching right now.
He's born old & died a baby.
How cool is that??
Haha.


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 11:34 PM
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K, I'm back..
Chalet went well, didn't actually sleep for 2 nights.
Played my baby 24/7.
Hahaha.
K, that sounds wrong.
I mean my guitar.
Haha.
Yeah, I'm been stuck to it since yesterday.
Really fun.
Should have learnt to play guitar long long long time ago..
Haha.
I have yet to receive any pictures taken during the chalet.
So, I guess I'll upload some other time then.
Now, I'm looking forward to the next chalet next week.
Whee..
Reunion beb.
Hahaha.

Anyway, finally got to check my results.
Yeahness.
So, here are my UT3 results.

B216-Marketing : B+!
B101-Entrepreneurship : A!
A114-Mathematics : B+??????
B215-Financial Accounting : C+.. -_-
G102-Cognitive Processes & Problem Solving Skills : A!

GPA : 3.15!!

Haha.
I don't know if the GPA is inclusive of the 1st semester.
I think it is ah, but important is, it's above 3.
Whee..
My 1st semester I got GPA 3.2.
So, I can say that I deproved.
Is there even such a word???
Haha.

K, going to play my baby now.
Gonna learn some more songs.
Whee..




You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 3:24 PM
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Thursday, March 25, 2010

Currently at home now.
Just got back from chalet.
Will be going back to chalet later.
My class decided to book another night.
So, yeah.

K, things aren't going on so well right now for me.
Yesterday, experienced something which I have not experienced since I was 10.
I think I am.
But heck care.

Anyway, I have yet to check my results.
I still couldn't check it because my password has expired.
Haiyaa..
I'm anxious to know my results.
Cibs!

And oh, I learnt to play a song while at chalet yesterday.
Hee.
Mission Accomplished.




If this is it, then this is it..


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 4:04 PM
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Wednesday, March 24, 2010




Patience is key.



You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 3:30 AM
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Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Finally..
Internet's been very lagging..
I don't know why..
Someone said that the MSN is having problems today.
Class chalet is also confirmed.
It will be tomorrow.
And lastly, UT3 results are out.
I can't check it.
Internet won't allow me.
Cibs!


K, today, YOG, was a blast!
Yeah baby!
It was easier than what I expected.
The participants were friendlier than what I thought they are.
So, to wrap it up, everything went according as planned.
Yeah!

Their wishes.






Something just doesn't feel right.
I'm worried but I can't do anything.
Always..



You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 10:26 PM
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Monday, March 22, 2010

Shit!
Tomorrow's 23 March.
Linch kepeeeeee..
Arghhhh..
So not ready for YOG.
Tomorrow's the pre-run of the actual YOG.
45 Representatives from the participating countries will be at Marina Barrage tomorrow to experience what the athletes will experience.
Shit!
Not ready, not ready..
Haish..

Need to report there by 10am tomorrow.
Don't know how much time we are given to practice.
I hope it'll be enough.


Anyway, I didn't learn to play the guitar today.
Haha.
I woke up around 3, bathe, eat, then went out to meet Wann, Mirul and Razak to discuss about chalet.
Razak went off early then Faris came.
We slacked at block 150 until 9.30pm.

Tomorrow's a big day.
Haish..
Gonna learn to play the guitar now.
Bye.


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 10:10 PM
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Sunday, March 21, 2010


I'm trying to kill my boredom currently.
Since tomorrow won't be going to the GYM because Razak wants to rest,
so I'm now going to kill time learning to play the guitar.
Yeah..
I hope to learn to play at least a song before the school reopens.
Jason Mraz, give me your wisdom.
Haha.


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 10:25 PM
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Currently feeling very bored.
I don't know what to blog about.
Hmm..

Maybe I'll talk about my hair.
Haha.
My hair used to have a lot of dandruffs.
But after using Heads & Shoulders shampoo, the dandruffs are now decreasing.
I think they're gone by now.
So, for those who have a lot of dandruffs, please, use Heads & Shoulders.
It really works.
Haha.

I'm dying..
Out of boredom..


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 4:27 PM
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Saturday, March 20, 2010

200310..
Mum's birthday outing..
Here's how it goes..

Firstly, went to Suntec City..
There were a lot of people there.
First time Suntec ade byk org.
Haha.
Two events were happening there.
One was a travel fair and the other was an Okto event, Big World for Curious Thoughts.
The travel fair had some Korean people, I think performing.
Here are some of the pictures.
I actually took a video of them performing.
Maybe I'll upload them in my next post.

The Korean performers.


Big world for Curious Tots.
Look who's here.
Bugs Bunny and Tweety!
Hahaha.


After that, we headed to the Singapore Flyer.
My mum wanted to ride it.
Her wish came true.
I expected a few people to be there.
But there were a lot.
Hmm..
Must be because of the date.
Haha.

Me and the Birthday 'Girl'.
Hahaha.

Getting ready for the ride.

Spot the people.
Haha.

The upcoming IR.

The park??

Don't be deceived.
This a look of boredom.
Haha.

On top of..
Singapore Flyer.
Haha.

Hmm..
Nga pikir pe ntah eh bdk ni.

Don't be deceived again.
Haha.

The floating platform and the durians.
Haha.

I don't what's that.
I think this one is the upcoming IR.
Haha.

Eye of horus.
Hahaha.

This is nice.

After the ride, we went to eat at Popeye's and then we headed to Marina Barrage.
The scenery at the Marina Barrage was nice.
A lot of people were still flying kite there at night.
And the water fountains are nice.

I'm getting sick of the barrage now.
Have been going there like almost every week now.
Haha.
Will be going there again on Tuesday.
Haiyoyo..

Myzan with a drop of NEWater.


As you can see above, it is a picture of a camera.
It's here because I want one of these.
I was so amused by the people who were taking pictures using these kinds of cameras.
So, I told my mum to buy me one & she say she'll talk to my dad.
Hee.
I hope I get one of these.
Taking pictures seems really fun with these.
=)

And, and, something unexpected happened.
Hee.
Really make my day.
=)


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 10:46 PM
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Today's weather is very nice to sleep.
It was raining all the while and the wind is so breezy.
How I wish it will be like this every single day, just without the rain.
So syiok.
Haha.
But too bad I have to go out today.
I still wanna sleep!
=(
K then, going to get ready now.
Bye.


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 3:28 PM
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200310..

Today, someone just turned 50.

Happy 50th Birthday Mum!

=)



You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 2:49 AM
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Friday, March 19, 2010


I did what I exactly said I'll do in my last post.
Played badminton, went for prayers, slacked a while and have an enjoyable weather at home.
Luckily it rained.

So, I just woke up from my nap.
Feel really refreshed.
I wonder if I can sleep tonight.
Hmm..

K, tomorrow's my mum's birthday.
She's turning 50 tomorrow.
Da tua mak aku ni.
Haha.
Anyway, will be going to Singapore Flyer tomorrow.
Tickets are already bought.
So, yeah..


Btw, I wanna apologize to someone for some things that I've done.
Firstly, I wanna apologize if I made you mad for the things between me and him.
I'm sorry for my big ego.
I know I shouldn't meddle in anything you do now.
But, I just can't.
I'm sorry.

Secondly, I'm sorry that I freaked you out.
Here are my explanations.
For the one at Changi Airport, I just wanted to see for myself that you had a safe trip.
Because I was worried and I sort of miss you.
For the one about 'stalking' you to your tuition center, I was waiting for my friend under his block when I saw you walked by.
I didn't see properly so I went to take a look again and 'followed' you.
So, I guess that's when your friend caught me.
But I didn't follow you all the way, it was just until the block near the bus stop.
And the one about seeing you yesterday, I was in the bus when I saw you walking home alone along the pathway in front of the 'rainbow' block.

If you read this,
I hope you forgive me.





If you need someone to talk to,
someone to listen to you,
you know I'm here for you.




You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 10:30 PM
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Gonna play badminton later, at 8am at Tamp Sports Hall.
With Az, Wann and Wann's friend.
Not gonna sleep because got Liverpool match.
Liverpool currently leading 1-0 in the match.
But 1-1 on aggregate.
So, I wonder how I'm going to be later.
Planned to sleep once I get back from prayers.
Yeah..
Hope so..



You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 5:00 AM
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Thursday, March 18, 2010

Just got back home.
Went to Bugis just now to buy something for my mum since her birthday's only 2 days away.
After that, shopped for a while.
Then meet Wann under his block to discuss about the chalet.
Actually, discussed nothing.
So, slacked for a while before going off at around 10p.m.

Now, I'm being accused of something.
Haish..
Best..


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 10:58 PM
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"You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see,

cover
your ears to things you don't want to hear, but

you can't close your heart to things you don't want to

feel."



You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 1:47 PM
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For the first time, I have to admit.
Reading got me smiling.

It's just hard to ignore the impact you made in someone's life.
And knowing that he or she really appreciates the littlest of deeds that you do.
Addition to that, they wish you were someone very close to them.
How's that? Great isn't it?

Honestly, how many of you feel great when you make someone else smile?
I'm sure all of you do.
I know I do.

I'm still reading, fyi.
=)


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 1:34 AM
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Currently busy with planning of chalets.
Class chalet & Reunion chalet.
Class chalet is almost confirmed.
If everything goes right, it will be on 24th March.
Reunion chalet still pending with Az currently suggesting to change the dates, in which I agree fully.
Haha.
So come on people, let's get this done & over with.
=)

Hmm..
Today nothing interesting actually happen.
Just woke up, bathe, eat then went out.
Played soccer, slacked and went home.
Yeah..

My body still aching.
But somehow, it feels great.
Haha.
But I can't stretch my hands properly.
Ouch..



You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 11:52 PM
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Remember Me is an unforgettable story about the power of love, the strength of family, and the importance of living passionately and treasuring every day of one's life.

Soo..
Anyone wanna watch??
Can watch with me.
Hee.
It will be out on cinemas tomorrow.
Yeahness.


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 2:12 PM
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This is bullshit.

This thing running through my mind,

is pure, utter BULLSHIT-NESS.


No mood?
Fuck ah!




You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 4:51 AM
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Firstly, I am glad you're back safely and soundly.
Thank you God.

So, today was YOG's 3rd training before next week's pre-run.
Haiyaaa..
Leceh ah..
Haha.
Today, we went through what we need to say, do, tell, give, share, etc at our own station.
Yeah..
So, I think I just let the videos and pictures do the talking for me.



The Station

Throw the pail into the reservoir.

Collect water

Pull the pail out of the water



The Way We Do It

Water Sampling! Haha.

Yeah.
So, I hope you guys get a glimpse of what I'll be doing.
Anyway, if you can see from the above picture, there is this microphone and speaker thing.
Me and two other teammates were given one each and we were to bring it along wherever we go for the whole day.
Fuuhh..
Heavy dok.
Haha.
We were so called to guard it with our lives.
Yeah..
My body is still aching from yesterday's workout.
Argh..
Oouh, oouh, before I forgot, I learnt a bit of French just now.
Hee.
That's all for YOG.

After YOG, went to Changi Airport to see someone.
Get to see her.
But she didn't see me.
Hee.
Really glad that you made it back safely and soundly.






I miss you..


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 11:50 PM
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Hmm..
Looks like class chalet is confirmed.
Just left with me to book..



You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 12:28 AM
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Monday, March 15, 2010

I'm feeling shit currently..
Ya..
FUCK!

So, currently watching "So you think you can dance?".
Today is a tiring day.
Woke up at 11a.m. then bathe, eat and went out.
Went to GYM at Tampines with Razak.
Cycled there.
Reached there at 1.15p.m and found out that we have to leave by 2.
Me and Razak were like, WTF!
Haha.
Because today there is a women's hour from 2 to 4.
So, we just went in and make do with the time we have.
Razak taught me the various ways and methods and the machines that I should work on to improve my chest, biceps and packs.
Yeah.
So we did it together with Razak leading me.
It was really aching to do those work outs.
My arms and chest were really aching.
Then need to breathe in and out properly some more.
Haha.

After that we went to slack at Tamp, then BTP then head to 4PM.
We talked about Illuminati la, living a celebrity life in USA la, sing song la, the past la, and blabla la.
Yeah..
Illuminati is seriously an interesting topic to know about.
For those who don't know, go find out.
This may affect you.
Anyway..
BTP sure do brings back a lot of memories.
Haish...
At 4PM, I got the usual welcome question.
"Cine eh??"
Haha.
Malay la, malay.
Haha.
They were preparing for their camp on Thursday so they were packing their equipments needed.
Razak was a part of 4PM so that's why we're there.
After that, went to slack again for a while before playing soccer.

Fuuhh..
Soccer was tough, really really tough just now.
Played at Petal and the people there were just too quick for me.
Reallyyyyyy..
Although I'm fast, no match for their teamwork.
So, played until 10 before resting then head home.

I'm starting to feel the aches now, like what Razak had told me earlier.
Shit man..
If this goes on, I'm going to die for my training tomorrow.
Yeah..
Tomorrow have YOG training again at Marina Barrage from 10am to 6pm.
8 hours of hell if this keeps up.
Haha.
Let's just hope for the best.
Tomorrow will be the last training I think before next week's pre-run of the actual YOG.
Still can't believe I'm part of this.
Just can't wait to get my very own exclusive VISA card from them.
Hee.
K then.
Bye.




You disgust me really.
I want you out, for good.



You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 11:49 PM
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Sunday, March 14, 2010

Ooouh ya..
I forgot to mention.
No letter from NEA yesterday.
I'm starting to have the feeling that my lucky charm is still with me.
Yeah baby!

K then.
Bye.


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 10:08 PM
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Ok, The Geek's back from his weekend.
So, how did my weekend go??
My weekend eh..
My weekend goes..
Hmm..
My weekend..
Hmm..
In 1 word la eh..
Incomplete.
Yeah..
That's how my weekend goes..

Sooooo..
Let's start with Saturday..
Saturday was ok laaa..
Woke up at 12 p.m. after getting my sleep finally..
Then eat and stuffs..
Just doing the normal things at home.
Then at around 4plus, get ready to go out.
Went to Bedok Corner to eat with family.
After eating, while waiting for my dad to finish smoking, I looked at the car next to me.
I was looking at my own reflection.
I was staring at the mirror for a moment while styling my hair before I realised there was actually someone inside the car.
Haha.
Then I burst into laughter.
Paisey-tosay.
Haha.
Then we went to Raffles City for some shopping.
It was already 7 plus when we reached there.
So, while my mum and dad were shopping at Robinsons, me and my brothers do our own shopping.
My dad told us that we can only buy one thing each.
No price limit stated.
Hee.
So, I went off to Topman with my brothers.
Found a few pairs of clothes that I liked.
Went to try but not suitable.
Some are too long, some color combination not suitable.
I'm not good at choosing the right clothes that suits me.
So ya..
Maybe I'll buy them at Bugis Street one day.
Duit gaji da ade pe.
Hee.
Then, I went off to other shops to find a pair of black pants.
Blablabla..
Then my dad bought my older bro two pair of 3/4 pants worth $30 each.
Kate je 1 bende.
Mcm phm.
After that, went to Springfield to buy me a pair of black pants.
There were no sizes for me.
But actually, there were.
I took the wrong design from the one I wanted.
Haha.
Slenge.
So, guess how much my pants cost??
Hee.
$108 oi.
Hahaha.
Amek ko!
Haha.
Otw out of the mall, I passed by this waterfall.
Seriously cool shit.
Take a look guys.
See if you spot anything.



Sunday now..
Nothing much actually happen today..
Went to religious school in the morning..
Then head off to soccer match with Cicak at Westwood Sec.
It's at Jurong West and we went there by cab.
Cicak treat the cab fare and also drinks.
And some cigarettes too.
Hee.
Aku tk bodek pn dier blanje.
Baek ah dier eh.
Haha.
Then, it started to rain.
And I was praying that the match won't be canceled.
I've been dying to play on the field for the first time since I don't know when.
Haha.
Soooo, yeah..
Managed to play..
FOR ONLY 10 MINUTES OR SO!
HAIYA!
WASTE TIME JE TAU..
Because my knee got swollen when I came in to play.
Haha.
That's why.
The opponent hit me on the knee with his studs and so ya..
End my game early..
Haish..

I didn't know that the team I was playing for will be participating in the Division 3 of NFL.
This is going to be interesting.
But the coach reminds me of someone.
"Viki Mamada, I love you."
Hahaha.
Only to those who know will understand.
He promised us a lot of bonuses and allowances for every match that we won and also every training we went to.
Whoa..
Tk gerek pe..
Da mcm professional footballer sak.
Haha.
But still, I doubt it..
Hmm..
Next Wednesday have training.
Still deciding if I should go or not.
Don't know if I can commit to the fixtures of the Division 3.

So ya..
To top it all..
My weekend is..
Incomplete.
Yeah..

Anyway, tomorrow will be going to the GYM with Razak.
At 12 p.m.
Hmm..
I wonder if I can wake up early.
Naek basikal plak tu lagi..
Haha.
Cpt la aku 18, da blh amek lesen motorku yg diidam-idamkn sgt2.
Haha.

Trying to occupy my holidays with activities currently.
So Wann, chalet amcm??
Update aku asap jad aku blh g book.

K then.
Bye.




I hope you're enjoying your stay there.


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 9:01 PM
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Saturday, March 13, 2010

Ok..
Today, 3rd week from the day I was caught by NEA.
Hmm..
I wonder if they are still going to send me the letter.
They told me they'll send the letter to my home and my school.
Hmm..
If they do today, I probably have to part with my $300.
=(
Well, like they say, money comes, money goes.

And it looks like its going to rain today.
Best ni lau tdo.
Hee.
Anyway, I managed to sleep yesterday.
So, till here then.
Bye.


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 12:50 PM
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Firstly, sorry eh Zak lau gmbr ni mcm mepek.
Haha.
Ni je la gmbr yg aku ade yg ade aku ngn ko je.
Haha.
Zaman skinnies ngn buckles dok.
Hahaha.

So, anyway, thanks for meeting me just now.
Thank you for listening to me.
Thank you for telling me what to do now.
Thank you for making me smile.
Thank you for making me laugh.
In times like this, I really do need that.
Thank you for sharing your experiences.
Thank you for making me feel like myself again.
And thank you for the time.
Really appreciate it a lot dude.
I know this may sound gay, but I'm glad I have a bestie like you.
Haha.
Thanks Zak.
=)

Anyway, just now I saw a lot of couples fighting.
I think I saw 3 couples.
1 couple was really fighting.
I mean really really.
The boyfriend threw his girlfriend's phone on the floor twice.
And they were like shouting at each other.
That time, I was with Razak.
He told me this is what every couple wants to avoid.
He told me we shouldn't be like that.
If angry just punched anything that's near to you.
Hahaha.
Agreed.

Is this a sign of things to come?
Hmm..
I hope so not.
K then.
Bye.
Thanks Zak, again, for the time.
=)


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 1:47 AM
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Friday, March 12, 2010

Two is better than one (BLG feat Taylor Swift)

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face, The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste You make it hard for breathing 'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away I think of you and everythings okay And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one..


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 4:09 PM
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I can't sleep..
I can't stop thinking about you..
I can't believe this is happening..
I can't stop crying..
I can't forget the moments..
I can't forget the smiles..
I can't forget the happiness..
I can't forget the day..
I can't forget the kisses..
I can't forget the hugs..
I can't forget the loves..
I can't forget the cares..
I can't forget the laughters..
I can't be strong without you..
I can't believe..
I can't say goodbye..
I can't be alive..
I can't live without you..
I can't let go..
I can't let go of what is, my life..
I can't go on like this..
I can't..

I'm sorry I can't..
I really, really need you..
I'm sorry..

I can't..


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 5:48 AM
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Thursday, March 11, 2010

I Need You (The Beatles)

You don't realise how much I need you.
Love you all the time and never leave you.
Please come on back to me.
I'm lonely as can be. I need you.

Said you had a thing or two to tell me.
How was I to know you would upset me?
I didn't realise as I looked in your eyes...
You told me.

Oh yes, you told me, you don't want my lovin' anymore.
That's when it hurt me.
And feeling like this, I just can't go on anymore.

Please remember how I feel about you, I could never really live without you.
So, come on back and see just what you mean to me.
I need you.

But when you told me, you don't want my lovin' anymore.
That's when it hurt me.
And feeling like this, I just can't go on anymore.
Please remember how I feel about you.
I could never really live without you.
So, come on back and see just what you mean to me.
I need you. I need you. I need you...


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 2:44 PM
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Thanks Wann.
For lending me your ear.
I really needed someone to talk to.
Someone to advise me on what I should do now.
You make me realise a lot of things.
I'm definitely going to make up for lost time.
Thanks a lot Wann.
=)



I should never have left you.
I should be with you.
Supporting you.
I know you're in pain, just like I am.
We've been through so many shits together, and we made it through,
I'm sure we have a solution to this shit too.
I'm not thinking about myself now, but about you.
I know what you need, I know what you want.
And I should be there, for you, giving you my full support and everything else that you need.
I want you to succeed, I really do.


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 4:21 AM
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Today, was supposed to be one of those days..
One of those 10s..
One of those moments..
One of those..

I couldn't sleep..
I thought about you the whole night..
I cried the whole night..
Even mother nature cried with me..
I've told you that you'll still be the first one I think of when I wake up and the last before I went to sleep.
I take that back.
You're the only thing I think of..
I feel sleepy, but I can't sleep.
You're running through my mind.
I can't live without you.
You're my other half.
I'm sorry..
I'm sorry for bringing this up..
If you are to read this,
you are to ignore it.
This is what I have to go through..
There's no more through thick & thin together..
I'm sorry..
I just..
need..



Because I can't sleep till you're next to me
No I can't live without you no more
Oh I stay up till you're next to me
Till this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia..







I NEED YOU, AISHAH, I REALLY DO..


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 4:41 PM
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010

I guess it's true that nothing lasts forever.
I never thought that this day will come.
But, it did, sadly..

Today, there's no more Aishamyzan..
Yes, no more..
I'm sad..
I've been crying..
I know it won't do anything now..
When I looked at your face, tears rolled down..
When I flashbacked the memories we had, tears rolled down..
But, the one I cried most was about the night I am yours..
100808..
But, if what's written for me is the best for you..
I'll accept it..
But, I have to admit, what's best for you, is worst for me..
I left you with a smile..
I hope you will still smile at the hardest times..


Dear Aishah,

Thank you for everything.
Thank you for your love and care.
Never have I felt so loved by someone.
I've told you that I will always love you.
I'll love you forever.
You're definitely my other half.
Every moment I spent with you, it is special.
These five words I swear to you.
I'll be there for you.
Study hard k Aishah.
I know you have that potential.
Just need to put more effort.


With lots of love,
Myzan


I guess there won't be a 2nd Anniversary..







You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 10:18 PM
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It was the 2nd training for the YOG event in August.
Today was component training.
So, my place of venue is Marina Barrage.
Reached there around 10 a.m.
We started our training at around 10.30 a.m.
Today wasn't as fun as yesterday.
I was yawning a lot today.
Lack of sleep..
Simply, today they just went through with us what will happen on the actual day and how it's going to happen.
My station was the Water Sampling station.
So, we have to three stations where the athletes will have to collect water to test for salinity and turbidity of each type of water(seawater, fresh water and tap water).
Salinity is the amount of salt in the water and turbidity determines how clear the water is.


My station is at the Marina Bridge.
The Marina Bridge separates the seawater and the fresh water.
(As shown below)

So, the athletes will need to collect water using a pail.
They will need to throw the pail down and bring the water up.
Just like trying to get water from a well.
They will then have to fill up another pail to a certain amount.
It will be marked on the pail.
Once they fill up the pail, then they will be able to test the salinity and turbidity of the water.
Once tested, they will record it and moved on to the next station.
Since they will be likely to be separated into 3 teams,
each team will be appointed to 1 station at first.
We decided to make the activity a bit competitive to make it more fun.
We will timed them.
Since they are athletes, they should be competitive by nature.
So, it suits them.
The purpose of this activity is to tell them that not all clear water are drinkable.
You cannot see the small particles that are in the water.
Only 1% of the water in the world are consumable.
And, I forgot what to say anymore.
Haha.
Will remember in the next training.
K then.
Bye.



You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 3:56 PM
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Monday, March 8, 2010

I'm finally done with the picture for my blog.
Yeah, it's a collage of the people who surrounds me.
The phrase, "You'll Never Walk Alone" (taken from Liverpool FC) is to remind me that,
I do not have to face any difficulties on my own.
I have friends, families and my girlfriend by my side.
They're there when I need them.
Ya, so, finally, it's done.

Should I be happy?
Should I deceive my emotions?
Should I keep it to myself?
Should I be sad?
Should I cry?
I mean, I don't know where I stand now.
Where do I stand now?





You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 10:56 PM
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Reunion?
Yes, I sense a reunion too Wann.
Me, Az and Wann are planning on a chalet.
If the number of people coming and the dates are confirmed,
it's just left with booking the chalet.
We have also known the price of the chalet so, it's all done if all goes well.
Let's hope together eh Wann.
Haha.
Aku tau ko ngn Az excited.
Haha.

Anyway, not forgetting, 2 more days to 19th Monthsary.
Time really do fly quickly.
=)


I miss you, terribly.. =(


You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 9:10 PM
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Today was the 1st core training for the YOG event in August, I think.
Haha.
It was about facilitation skills.
At first, we all came in with no idea of what we are going to go through.
We started off with a quick brief of what's going to happen at Marina Barrage.
Yes, the YOG athletes will be going to Marina Barrage during their stay here.
It's part of their activities.
And I have to help out there.
My station is, Water Sampling.
Haha.
The purpose of these activities are simply to create awareness and spread the message on environmental issues going on around the world.
We want to share with them the different types of issues such as water shortage, pollution, energy conservation, etc.
Ok, back to the training just now.
Training started off really fun.
The trainer there, Ikram, is really fun.
He was able to hype us up within minutes.
He told us to bring our chairs to the front.
Then, it was a one minute of silence where everyone wasn't talking but just staring at each other.
Haha.
That moment was funny.
We all looked so blank.
He was just looking at us and nod his head.
Haha.
Seriously, don't know what was happening.
Then he told us that if we do not know what to talk, that will happen.
The athletes will just look at you and you look at them and just keep quiet wondering what's happening.
Haha.
The only group of people there are just SP and RP students.
So, he told us to pair up with a student from another Poly.
So, I paired with this guy in blue.
Coincidentally, I wore blue too just now.
We were to communicate with our pair without using words but facial expression.
Haha.
Funny to the max.
I was made to come up front to show them how me and my pair make a lovely stare.
Haha.
Then we were made to say "I miss you so" to each other.
Haha.
So, the ice-breaking continues. The way he breaks the ice is simply awesome.
He makes it seem so easy.
I will then just skip to the presentation part.
Presentation was super funny.
I never had so much laughter for a long time.
We were all suppose to present an ice-breaking game and relate it to our topic(War, Terrorism, Water Shortage and Global Warming.)
There was one team who presented on Water Shortage.
This is an absolute epic.
Haha.
Seriously, I laughed my ass off just now.
They started the presentation as though it was their first time presenting.
So, their game was to snatch away a water bottle from a person.
The person was to never let it go.
So, everyone tried to snatch it away from the person but failed.
Right after they end the game, one of them said,
"This is water shortage".
HAHAHAHAHA!
I can still laugh while I'm typing.
Haha.
Everyone was simply laughing.
It was really funny ah.
Hahaha.
Another group presented on Global Warming.
Their game was the Squirrel, Tree and Earthquake.
For those who don't know the game, it goes like this.
2 squirrels will hide under a tree, formed by 2 person.
When there is an earthquake, one tree will die and they need to find another tree.
So, after the game.
Their message was,
"So, when there is a forest fire, squirrels will have no trees to live in as the fire burnt down the trees. So, that causes.."
There was a pause and another person continues,
"Global Warming!"
HAHAHAHA!
When there are no trees, that causes global warming??
Hahahaha.
I really enjoyed myself just now.
After the presentations, we were told which stations we will be in by calling out our names.
When my name was called out, I stood up and everyone was like just staring at me.
I knew why and I'm sure those who know me know why too.
For those who don't know, it's because they were shocked to know that I'm a Malay.
Haha.
I get that always.
So, after that, we went for our break and as soon as I stepped out, some people were like asking me if I'm Malay.
Haha.
Expected.
Then they asked me which of my parents is Chinese and I said none.
And they were shocked and asked if I have any Chinese blood running in the family.
I think my mum's granddad or grandmum is a Pranakan.
I think la.
So, went back in the lecture theater and into our groups.
Then came two Malay girls who were put into the same group as me.
They immediately asked me if I'm Malay and ya, I am.
Haha.
They said I looked the typical Chinese but talked like a typical Malay.
And they said that I'm cute.
Hee.
=)
We then carry on with our brainstorming and discussions on the possible problems we could face and the solutions to them.
And with that, we wrapped the training up.
I'm so looking forward for tomorrow's training at Marina Barrage.
But it starts at 10 a.m.
Haiya..
Need to wake up early.
K then.
Bye people.




You'll Never Walk Alone, Myzan 7:49 PM
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