Seriously sia, I don't know what I 've done wrong or right.
Not fulfilling my promises??
What promises I didn't fulfill??
That I won't be too busy for you??
Well, I'm not.
That I'll buy for you the palette if I make you cry??
I did buy for you.
Okay, one promise I know that I didn't fulfill.
I know I didn't make u happy always,
And, I'm sorry for that.
I tried my best everytime to craft out a smile on your face.
I guess my best isn't good enough.
I'm not looking for sympathy or anything from you.
But if I'm not good enough for you, if I can't make you smile anymore but only make u unhappy,
I guess I don't deserve you.
Maybe this love has reached its limit.
But I know it has no limits.
But why is this always happening??
It always happens when we are chatting on msn.
Everytime we have nothing to talk about, this argument/fighting will happen.
Is it because that we are so comfortable when we have each other around that when we are apart then seeing each other's faces on the webcam, we expect it to be the same??
So, when none of us is talking about anything, this happens.
Haish..
Seriously, I don't know why or what or when or who or where or how.
So please b, don't keep anything to yourselves.
Tell me.
It hurts when you hide things from me. Even if the truth hurts, it hurts lesser than lies or hiding it from me.
You think you're the only one who gets hurts everytime, but do you know how hurt I am everytime you did this to me??
Everytime you hide things from me.
Ya, I know you don't want to hurt me, when actually, you have.
So please b, I hate arguing with you.
I hate fighting with you.
It feels so awkward and the situation sucks.
I want to see you smile, I want to make you happy, I want we to be happy just like what you want. I know that it's very hard to understand each others situation but that doesn't mean we can't try right b??
I know the situation has changed unlike the first few months we're in love.
But that's how it's supposed to be.
Remember b, everything happens for a reason.
I love you so much.
I can't believe this is happening.
Please b, this is killing us.
Let's resolve this.
Tell me b if anything isn't right, like you used to.
You used to share your problems with me.
But now, I no longer hear it.
I'm not only your boyfriend b, I'm like your best friend too b.
I'm sorry b..
I'm sorry..
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Through thick & thin, together.
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