Sometimes I wished I didn't create a blog.
Sometimes I wished I never had a blog.
Sometimes I wished I never heard of a blog.
Sometimes I feel that blog has taken over me.
Sometimes I feel that the blog live my life.
Because, I have to update on my blog what happened everyday, though nothing actually happened, when I can be asked about my day personally.
But, that's SOMETIMES only.
The last time I update was on Wednesday.
So, I'll update about Thursday to Saturday.
Thursday..
I met Aishah after school because I wanted to make her happy after some crappy stuff happened the day before.
Before that, Azhar had asked me to accompany him take his O level cert at school.
Since I'm going to meet girlfey, I said ok.
Like normal, he's late.
Meet up time is 1 p.m. but eventually met up at 1.30 p.m.
Followed him into school.
Then the guard tell me that next time if I enter school, my hair must be black and cannot wear slippers.
Hah.
There won't be a next time.
Because I have already gotten everything that the school owes me.
So, after that, Mr Ganesen, one of my favourite teachers, approached me to ask me about where I'm heading to.
So, I told him everything in a quick chat.
Then, met up with girlfey in school, went outside, transfer FM09 into my laptop from Az's hard disk then went off to btp area to slack with girlfey.
That day, I told myself that I'll do anything girlfey wants me to do as long as she's happy.
But she didn't asked me to do anything except that I let her do some things to me to make her happy.
We sat under a block then watch a ghost movie till my laptop battery is used up.
After that, we went home at around 5.15 p.m.
Friday..
Went for Friday prayers.
Before that, went to Syahida's house to collect money and give her back her shorts.
Otw there, I showered in the rain.
Haha.
I was all wet when I reached her house.
She offered me her camp shirt to change to.
After that, I went to my friend's house to change to dry clothes and pants.
Then off to mosque.
After that, went home, eat then go out again to fetch girlfey from school.
After sending her home, I went home.
Then, while messaging with her, she tells me I can come over to her house.
I wasted no time in getting ready.
Actually, I did waste some time la.
Haha.
I reached there around 8.15 p.m.
I ride my bike there.
I went off from her house around 12 a.m.
Reached home, bathe and then supposed to call girlfey but she said she was tired so didn't call her.
Tried to sleep but couldn't sleep.
I looked at pictures of girlfey and girlfey and me while thinking about those happy moments.
Eventually, I got tired and went asleep.
It was around 3.42 a.m. if I'm not wrong.
Saturday..
Went to eat at mum's workplace because got food there.
Upon reaching there, something 'scary' happened.
Mum's friends were like 'praising' me.
Don't know if they meant it or not but I think they're just joking.
At first, they said, 'Anak sape ni cine??'
Then, ' Oouh. Anak Dahlia rupenye. Igtkn cine.'
Then they saud this to my mum, ' Eh Dahlia, hensem eh anak ko.'
Hahahahahahaha.
One even said this, ' Aku nk uat dier jad menantu aku blh??'
Hahahahahahaha.
Ritee..
No way madam.
I'm taken and unavailable.
To One and Only Noraishah Bte Omar Alkhatib.
That's what my mum told them, not exactly that la but she said that I have already have mine.
Yeah!
True!
Very very true!
Then eat and went home with dad.
Aishah then invite me over to her house again since her dad and stepmum had gone to work again.
This time round, I stayed there till 11.30 p.m because her aunty told her that her dad's coming home already.
If not, I would have stayed there till I don't know, maybe 4 or 5 in the morning.
Hee.
Because when I reached home, I found my parents fast asleep.
And, when I called her at 1 a.m., her dad's not home yet.
Damn it.
Talked otp with her till 4 a.m.
Talked about the present, future and past.
Talking about the past brings me the guilt of making so many mistakes that made me fight with Aishah many times.
Most of the fightings, or should I say all of them occured because of me.
I'm responsible for those unnecessary loss of tears and gains of fury.
How I wished I could have been a better boyfie.
I mean Aishah's been a great girlfey to me.
She barely makes me sad, angry or whatsoever.
She always makes me happy.
Haish..
Sometimes, I felt like I don't deserve that much amount of love she has been showering me.
She has always been loving me from the start.
How I just wished I could be a better boyfie.
I mean I told her I don't wanna fight with her.
I told her I'll always make her happy.
Ritee Myzan, you didn't always make her happy and you fought with her.
You're useless.
Well, at least that's what I always think about myself when I'm in a relationship.
Haish.
I just wanna be a better boyfie for her, maybe the best boyfie she ever had.
Only if I could..
K then, till here.
Bye.
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